it is funny how scary it can be to have the Lord answer our prayers. over the past month, there have been many prayers coming to pass. these just aren't prayers that i prayed last week. these have been prayers that i have cried out to God about for 5 - 8 years. just prayers for the future.. who God would shape me to be.. my future husband.. things of that nature. it is interesting though to see God beginning to give me my heart's deepest desires. things that i only dreamed would be a part of my life one day. now, they are here & i don't know how to react. i feel so unworthy to have them. it isn't as if i doubted that God would work for my good & ultimately, give me the desires of my heart. but i just didn't ever know what to expect when they actually came. there is no way to know. we pray for things in faith knowing that God will be faithful in preparing us for the unseen parts of our lives. so, God is allowing me to see. i have a small glimpse of what God has for my future. & it is really really humbling.. & exciting!!so, here i am in the unknown. it is beautiful. it is exciting. it is something so different than i have ever seen before. it is unexpecting. but, im too excited to see what the future will hold for me. i love that our God is faithful. he gives rest and peace in the unknown. so, i will continue to trust in his character & his promises. our God is so worthy of all honor and praise.
i pray i will continue to latch myself to his word. i pray that he'll be a lamp unto my feet and light to my path. i love our God. he is great! i pray for his will to be done in my life. for his glory & his name's sake.
grace & peace.
